Please remain curious and stay willing to expand. Being one-dimensional is unattractive.
I just want to go home so badly. I have have never felt so worthless in my life. People who are supposed to be my closest friends don’t even tell me happy birthday. It’s only a year and I can already tell it’ll be the hardest, I just want to go home so badly. I get it no one cares and only I can care but I feel so dragged down and irrelevant that feeling any lower right now isn’t good for my health. O miss my family. I miss the only people that ever actually cared regardless of their mistakes. I haven’t left Asheville in a complete year and I’m going crazy merely thinking about that. I deserve a break. Yet here I am tired as ever once again feeling like a worthless piece of shit. I just want to go home. I’m depressed and feel like I can’t get through to anyone. No one cares. No one ever will. I’ve been self-reflecting and patiently trying to open myself to love and acceptance but it seems all people can tell me is that I’m tense, nervous, offended by everything, therefore undesirable to be around. No one has offered a true fucking helping hand or has said hey it’s not actually all your fault. I try to be my own hero and fail.
a selection of poems from Zimbabwe
You were brainwashed into thinking European features are the epitome of beauty
accidentally forgetting your earbuds at home is like accidentally leaving your first born child at the gates of hell